i grew with this state of mind:

if you’re in doubt, then don’t

i know it’s quoted from Prophet Muhammad SAW, therefore peoples always advice me with that. if you doubt it, don’t do it.

i know, but i dont like to literally quote it that way. for me, it means

don’t doubt, just do it.

so i will make my best, and do it. i’m sorry, im not easy to give up.