hey so long to not being here, writing down my thought. especially at this 7:49 which rarely im here about to write, the reblog thing turn me off. i think i got condemned either good or bad, but i stop my favorite activity which has been done for past 2 years. i know its just run for a day. well if its involve someone else it must be hard hey. im not happy for what happen for now, or maybe shouldnt not now. but my new awareness experiences gave me good feeling to be honest. not just the freedom, but. i know how does it feel to fell. and its all about the choice.

not sure why God has planned me to do this, but im sure He must be have a good reason. so here i am, trying to not wait, for something that i should have wait.